Beautiful

One of things about beautiful was her lack of self confidence. She was, aptly named by me, beautiful. What I found is that the most beautiful women often times can be the most lacking when it comes to confidence.

Too many times I found myself trying to build her up. I believed in her. She didn't believe in her. It begs, would I rather have a woman that's beautiful with no confidence? Or would I rather have an average looking woman that had all the confidence in the world? I think I'll take the average looking woman that knows she can do things.

I think Beautiful had anger issues too. She would get angry at a moments notice, at anything. I think this was a major part of our undoing.

What did I learn from my time with Beautiful? I learned self control. I learned how to love even when I didn't feel like loving. I learned that I need more.

I haven't found it yet.