Some days I feel like I've completely lost control of my life. I can picture this wild spiral of events that is my life. Part of me wants to fix it but another part of me likes the challenge of it.

I'd say that most my life I've had things go my way. Things just always seem to work out for me. It's different to not be in control of things. In a warped way I think I like it.

Now if I could only find that one girl to make me happy than I would be set. Unfortunately I'm not sure that she exists. The company I work for brings me in to contact with a lot of beautiful woman but so far I haven't found one that fits me, or that I fit.

My company recently went on a huge hiring spree. One of the new hires doesn't like me much, but he's new so I could give a fuck. I think he's bothered by the fact that he's way older than I am but I get paid more. Maybe I'll buy him lunch....at an expensive restaurant!

I think I'm starting to get the hang of this blogging thing.